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Hello!  I like what you have done with the space!  Smile  Truly, you are gifted...and I like dots, too!  See you around, hopefully.
Sept. 8
Sometimes there are no words.  Then there is a picture and a painting. 
 
May 18
Dear Mary Beth,  I wish you and yours a very Happy and Meaningful Easter.  Add a lilly and as ever be well.  Stephen
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Mar. 23
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!  As ever be well.  Stephen Craig Rowe
 
Dec. 6
Sabinewrote:
It is not that I never visit, but from my home I am unable to leave any comments.  I love your space and visit as often I can. Smile
I hope your summer is going well.
I will keep trying.
Hugs,
sabine 
July 25

Redvelvet's Underground...

"Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so." David Grayson
November 22

Rolling Stones - Time Waits For No One

    

October 22

The Piano Stairs

 

Maybe we need stairs like this at school . . .


  

September 26

Borrowed from Jorge's Space . . . with gratitude . . .

 

The Summer Day
(with gratitude to Holy)

Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper?
This grasshopper, I mean-
the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don't know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?

 

Mary Oliver

 

September 21

GoD And DoG by Wendy J Francisco . . .

 

I like this . . .


  

Somebody . . .

 
save me from my life . . .
 
September 16

Susan Boyle~Wild Horses . . . (Okay . . .so I'm on a Stones kick)

 

 

 

     

September 07

What is true beauty???

 

  A video every woman (and man) in America (and the world) needs to see . . .


   

September 06

rope's end

 
this bitter thread
she hangs on to
sometimes it's all
she can do
and she prays
for light to come
come what may
save her from 
this dark valley
this black dream
suffocating hope
within
 
written by redvelvet ©2009
September 04

Sitting here . . .

 
feeling kind of left out at the moment . . .
August 19

While I'm trying to hang on . . .

 
Be my shelter from the storm . . .
July 30

Exhausted . . .

 
I'm so tired of being tired . . .
July 13

Lil Miss Monroe . . .

 
Warning . . . another grandma story is about to unfold . . .
 
My granddaughter, Maddy, is nineteen months old now and is pure energy in motion. She walks, talks, climbs, and jumps, never pausing for a moment until she finally has worn herself (and her grandparents) out at the end of the day. And as this pint-sized whirlwind makes her way from one activity to the next, nothing gets in her way except . . . when she comes upon a heating/air vent in the floor. She is afraid of air vents and refuses to walk on them. So whenever a vent crosses her path, Maddy stops and contemplates on how she will get around this scary obstacle without stepping on it.  
 
So the other day, we dressed her in her white summer dress with little flowers and a butterfly on the front and took her to visit her great grandparents in Virginia. She was running through the house, playing and chatting away as usual, when suddenly, she ran into a notorious vent. She stopped immediately and stood there in silence as if she were deciding just how to cross this barrier to her next destination.
 
This was when Maddy had her Marilyn Monroe moment. As she stood there thinking about what to do, the air kicked on and came rushing up out of the vent, blowing her dress up with the current. She stood there in surprise for a moment and then decided she liked this new game and began laughing and patting at her dress trying to hold it down. Afterwards she kept running up to the vent, waiting for the air to lift her dress and seemed a bit disappointed after the air kicked off and nothing happened.
 
Anyway, we've been calling her "Lil Miss Monroe" ever since. It was cute, and I thought I share my grandma moment with you . . .   
 

 
July 05

And these kids are adorable . . .

 
Watch their video here

Public Enemies . . .

Finally had time to see the latest Depp flick and I'm happy to say was not disappointed . . . Public Enemies was an intense mixture of action and romance woven into an interesting film . . . and of course . . . Depp is as hot as ever . . . Like fine wine, he just seems to get better and better with age . . .     

June 18

In Memoriam . . .

Sometimes . . . often . . . I think of you
Gone to that place where mercy dwells
As I gaze into nights starless or bright
And wonder what you see
Do you see me? Do you see these tears?
Rambling, remembering, hurting inside
As my heart paints a memory portrait of you
Wishing to relive all those years 
Even regrets amidst the smiles
As days tiptoed in then quietly dashed 
Away with our dreams 
And there is so much that I would say 
And many things I would take back, too
If there were just one more day to spend . . . together. 
 
written by Redvelvet  © 2009
June 12

Say Won't You Say . . .

 
Say won't you say
Say that you love me
With love ever love
Love everlasting?
All my devotion
Put into motion by you

Every morning I
Have a chance to rise
And give my all
But every afternoon I find
I have only wasted time
In light of you
Isn't love amazing
I forgot how to speak
Knowing you are near
And I am finally free

 

Say won't you say
Say that you love me
With love ever love
Love everlasting?
All my devotion
Put into motion by you

My eyes fear to close
This reckless letting go
Is so hard to bear
On the edge of all I need
Still I cling to what I see
And what have I there?
Bred my own disaster
Who have I to blame?
When all I need is waiting
To be fanned to flame
 
Say won't you say
Say that you love me
With love ever love
Love everlasting?
All my devotion
Put into motion by you

I opened up my eyes
To see you standing there
Oh I can barely breathe
And I can hardly bear
All the love that I
Feel for you inside
I hope you feel it now
Some somehow
 
Say won't you say
Say that you love me
With love ever love
Love everlasting?
All my devotion
Put into motion by you
 
Say won't you say
Say that you love me
With love ever love
Love everlasting?
All my devotion
Put into motion by you
June 09

Grandma Talk . . .

 
So, my little grand-daughter was here last week. Awhile back, in her attempts to say grandma, she began calling me "Uma" which I find cute and after all don't many of us have a secret wish to be Uma Thurman anyway. But lately she has created a little game she plays with me when she decided she was not going to say grandma anymore.
 
She constantly says, "Pappaw." I mean to the point that she says it fifty times a day, at least, but she refuses to say grandma. I began teasing her a little by asking her, "Can you say grandma?" to which she adamantly replies, "No!" So then I'll ask her again, and she'll again say, "No!" When I ask her a third time, she'll look at me mischieviously and say "Pappaw!" Maddy likes this little game, so we go on this way throughout the day.
 
So anyway, after she had been with us for a few days, and we had played the game numerous times, she had not said grandma even once. That afternoon, I was on my computer working, when her pappaw decided to bathe her. After he dressed her and put her down, she wandered into my office, put her hands on my lap, looked up at me and said, "Wa doin' Grandma?" The moment was priceless.  
June 02

Morning song . . .

 

With You I’ll soar just like a phoenix

Out of these ashes and high into the air

And there’ll be no rhyme or reason where I land

Because with You

All things are possible

With You

All things are possible

 

written by redvelvet ©2009

 

For awhile now, I've been struggling . . . but somehow, these words were playing in my head as I woke up this morning . . . and even though, physically, I still feel the same . . . something inside me is different now . . . and I know I WILL get through this depression . . .  

What to do this summer . . .

 
Classes are over and summer is almost here, so I'm thinking about my to-do list. I'm taking a writing course right now and then teaching in June, but other than those obligations, it's pretty much up to me. There is my office that needs cleaning and a few other work related chores, but I've not been feeling up to par lately and decided to take a few days off. 
 
Part of the plan is to read and write a lot this summer which is part of the reason behind taking the writing class (besides the three credits I will earn). Writing has been difficult lately, partly because of my bout with depression, partly because of being so busy, and partly because of poor time management and pure laziness. And . . . I want to literally dust off my piano and play play play . . . It's still hard to fathom that I'm writing these words; I used to play every single day. Usually depression leads me to play more intensely, but these days: nothing. I'm puzzled. 
 
I've gone fishing twice already and caught nine bass and one large bluegill, but then (here it is the big fish story) there was the one that got away or should I say four that got away. I usually don't lose a fish once I get it on the line, but on the last trip, four of them got away and the last one was a whopper! I was so disappointed and still haven't gotten over it. It was the biggest fish I've ever snagged on that particular lake and it ~sob~ got away. But there's always the next time, and now that I've zeroed in on his territory, the conquest has begun for my pursuit of this particular fish . . . this could be a death match~it's either me or the fish . . . 
 
I plan to buy a baby life jacket and a little fishing pole for my little grandaughter. She has a fish picturebook and a toy fish, and she will visit the aquarium in Chattanooga in the near future. She must be raised right, you know, in the tradition of her grandmother whose earliest memories include fishing. I think I told the shoe story somewhere on this blog about the time I threw my shoe in the river in December as I delivered that infamous line, "Look Daddy, there goes my shoe." Needless to say, I will keep a close eye on Maddy's shoes while fishing. 
 
Anyway, I guess that's all that's to be written at the moment. I will be back soon with more babble . . . until next time, take care. 
May 21

Old Aqueduct Club Memorial in Fort Wayne, Indiana . . .

As a little girl growing up in Fort Wayne, Indiana, we lived in a house on West Main Street for awhile in the late 1960's. Every morning when I looked out the front door, I saw a statue of two little boys and their dogs looking back at me. The statue had plaques on each side with a picture of a covered bridge and lists of names I was too young to read, but as a second grader, I could read the words, "Let's go swimming," that were engraved across the front.

 

We moved away after a couple of years, and the statue became a distant memory until many years later, when, while browsing the web one day, I ran across some photos and immediately knew what they were: there was the familiar monument from my childhood. That old house and five others are long gone, along with the old Clifford's Coal Yard that lined the alley behind our house; but the statue remains, rekindling my memories of playing around the statue and in the neighborhood surrounding it.

 

Each morning on my way to Washington Elementary School, I remember walking past Carole Lombard's childhood home which can be seen on the corner of the street behind the One Way sign in the first photograph. The Fort Wayne School of Art was a few streets over on my route to school. When my cousins and I would walk by on our way home, the "Hippies" at the school would ask if they could draw us sometimes. 

 

I'm sure that old Victorian neighborhood has changed in the past forty years, but I have many fond and not so fond memories of those days, such as the afternoon my six-year-old neighbor, Joey, lied to his mom, telling her my little brother, Jay, had fallen off the concrete banisters of the bridge and into the murky, rushing waters of the St. Mary's River. His mom had called the police, television crews, and a rescue team to the scene before they found out my little brother was taking a nap in his bed. But that's another story altogether . . . 

  

 

 

 

 

 

May 20

It's true . . .

 
I do  . . .
May 09

Graduation Day . . .

Commencement was held at our school today. Ashley Judd was awarded an honorary doctorate for her humanitarian work. I did not recognize her at first when I saw her walking down the sidewalk. She looks somewhat different in person than she does on the silver screen, and she's shorter than what I expected.   
 
It has been four years since I first started teaching as a graduate assistant, so some of those first students were graduating. I am sad to see some of them go, but I am so proud of them because they started out in the developmental English classes and have made it through to graduation. That first group will always be special to me. They were the first stepping stone to where I am today.
 
Anyway, I might add more to this later, but it has been a long, hot, and rainy day, so I'm off to bed.
 

May 06

Buddhist Wisdom

 
Some dwell in the past . . . others dream of the future . . . when all we really have is today . . . 
 
 

"Summer" by Walter Crane

 
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